the bones: An
Africian ngaku [diviner]. (Watson,1992).
We begin: (Keen,1986).
Pat Ferrero: Presently
Professor of Interdisciplinary Arts and Cinema at San Francisco State
University.
On The Mesa: (Weishaus,1971)
When I brought the manuscript to Ferlinghetti, it's title was The
Bolinas Poets. Lawrence said, "I don't publish books on particular
locations." "I also have another title in mind," I replied. "On
The Mesa." "If that's the title, I'll publish it," he
shot back.
an ape suffering: (Wilson,1989).
Inverness: "And
always another sound, a heavy underground roaring in my ears from the
surf farther out, as if the earth were reverberating under the feet
of one dancer, a comforting sound, like the note of Paradise carried
to the Egyptian sands..." R. Bly. From, "Seawater pouring
back over the stones."
Oxherding: (Weishaus,1971).
The First Third: (Cassidy,
1971).
like a stranger: W.
Witherup. From, "Robert Bly at Point Lobos."
a hidden meaning: G.L.
Bruns, Inventions: Writing, Textuality, and Understanding in Literary
History. New Haven, 1982.
only long enough: J.
Weishaus, General Notebook, 1992.
Xmas vacation: Letter
from W. Witherup, Nov 4, 1991. John Collier Jr. is a distinguished
anthropologist and teacher. His father was the first Native American
director of the Bureau of Indian Affairs.
Sam Thomas: (Thomas,
1973).
Richard Brautigan: "I
didn't know Richard well & actually avoided much contact, too much
booze & whatever. Interesting that it wasn't till 3 weeks later
that his body was discovered...I think by his agent.(?) He was into
guns I heard and borrowed the one he shot himself with from a Japanese
chef (?) there are accounts." (Letter from Arthur Okamura, 5/25/92)
In trance: (Halifax,1979). "Joel
was twenty-one years old when he encountered the old and weathered
Dogrib Indian shaman Adamie. The young Brooklynite, like many others
in the early 1960s, seemed to be on a quest, but the direction of his
journey was not clear." Ibid.
On of the most: J.
Weishaus, "Bear Doctors." Ettawa Springs, CA.
that he has accepted: (Hassan, 1987)
the dean: Two years
later he would receive a vote of "no confidence" by the faculty,
as he was hoarding money for his own program. He resigned, too late
for the Video Art collection.
One day Empress: (Chang,1971)
be processed: (Barry,1991).
crow retched: T.
Hughes. From, "Crow's First Lesson."
Pastor Dan: Dan
Cotrone is pastor of Faith of God's Word Ministry, Farmingville, NY.
seeming cured: "...Angie
began to experience eye trouble. Her vision became blurry and unclear.
The doctor said it was related to her pregnancy (she was pregnant with
her third child), and that she needed to learn to live with it. However,
within a few months her eyes began to give out without warning. She
could hardly do a thing and the house since she never knew when it
would happen. Light aggravated the problem, so Angie kept the house
dark. Depression settled over her mind; and, terrified she would go
completely blind, she lived in a continual state of torment." (Cotrone,
1998).
Several years later, "Dad saw an evangelist on TV
who would pray for people, and sometimes saw miracles taking place
right on the screen. The evangelist announced a meeting he was holding
at the Brooklyn Academy of Music in January 1976. We decided to go;
and the Lord gave Angie the strength and courage to believe for her
healing." Ibid; p.79 "They arrived at the meeting
and sat in the middle of the auditorium. The evangelist preached on
healing. Then he walked over and laid his hands on Angie. Suddenly
she stood up and screamed, 'I can see!' Her eye sight was
fully restored." Ibid.
the level: (Prigogine,1979).
Army Reserve: I had
finished serving my six months of active duty when, less than three
months later, I was ordered to report for Suumer camp. When I got to
the camp, I insisted on going to the base hospital for a physical examination,
knowing I couldn't stomach any more time under military juristiction.
This led to my being returned home early. The sculptor Robert Smithson,
who also served in the six-month reserves, received a discharge "on
the grounds that continued service would ruin his creativity." (Smithson,
1979).
God's Eye Theater: Owned
by Michael Hamburger. A few doors down was the God's Eye Ice Cream
Palor, where Janice Joplin got her buttermilk fix.
a machine: (Butler,1981).
crankdown: J. Weishaus, "Proem
to Arrabal's Automobile Graveyard."
"The cemetery becomes a symbol of the wreckage
of civilization, of the moral destructiveness of technological
society." (Podol, 1978).
John Birrell: (Von
Hoffman,1989). Nickolas von Hoffman was a columnist for the Washington
Post when he visited the Haight-Ashbury to research this book.
(The book was originally published in 1968.) He hung around our house
on Stanyon Street, where he smoked marijuana with us, trenchcoat and
all.
a guru: (Milne,1986).
O Woman: J. Weishaus, "Rathayatha."
All beings: Poem
by Nakagawa Soen, Roshi.
I am suffering: (Smith,1989).
The author: (Stone,1977)
Job: The Book of
Job. Berkeley, CA. 1987.
beard: "What
in England we thought were the occupational beards of submariners during
the war tunred out be to merely the advances of any army. Beards are
now so common among men of all ages as to attract little attention..." (Firth,
1973).
The world: J. Weishaus, "A
Sailor's Lament."
short-haired: G.
Snyder. From, "I went into the Maverick Bar."
nine months: J. Weishaus, "Plans."
I ran into: J. Weishaus.
From General Notebook.
you watch television: L.
Sears, speaking about his video, "Sorcery." (Youngblood,
1970). I met Loren Sears in 1971 when he was in midst of a divorce
with Pat Ferrero. Sears was one of the pioneers of Video Art.
to which: (Epstein,1990).
No biography: Bill
Brown. (Weishaus,1971).
Xipe-totec: "Xipe
Totec, then was the divine embodiment of life emerging from the dead
land, of the new plant sprouting from the 'dead' seed." (Markman & Markman,
1992).
The flayed text: See,
(Gabdelman,1991).
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